2022.01.24 17:51 __throwaway1616765 Hey im a 17 year old trans girl looking for longterm femboy and girl besties to become close with
Hey I’m a 17 year old trans girl in canda looking for femboy friends and girl friends who want to become close and be longterm best friends and who also like to do feminine things,watch movies/tv shows,music,play video games,read books. If this sounds like you than send me a dm! And no creepy dudes I already get enough of you
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2022.01.24 17:51 NeatCat52 Long term airbnb
Does anyone have any experience using long term airbnb’s for their housing while in Spain?
My husband (who is coming with me) will be working remotely via his company in the US. So, getting a long term airbnb seems like a good way to go about getting the type of housing we want in Spain.
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2022.01.24 17:51 TeamMKE95 Marlboro Point
Has anyone been out to Marlboro Point recently and know the road conditions? I was able to get the majority of the way in December 2020 with a subaru. Could I still make it most the way now? I've heard some talk that the road got pretty ripped up over the course of 2021
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2022.01.24 17:51 palusik Sędzia, którego nazwisko padło przy aferze hejterskiej: są rzeczy, które wyrzucam sobie do dziś
2022.01.24 17:51 Pristine_Property281 How to become more than ordinary in programming?
I am going to graduate soon. But looking back, I think I haven’t learnt much. I know a bit of data structures and algorithms, can use some programming languages, know about some web frameworks and some ML stuffs. I have done some competitive programmings. So far, everything is ordinary. I get frustrated because I know nothing enough. How can I get good at something? What is it that I can be a master of and how will I find it? How can I make something that’s impactful for computer science?
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2022.01.24 17:51 serialacquaintance Hi, if anyone could spare me a hug, I would like one please.
2022.01.24 17:51 GCgiuditta UPVOTE AND FOLLOW THE EVENT ON TWITTER
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2022.01.24 17:51 GenericUsernameHere8 I keep on thinking Xi jinping is dabbing in the icon for some reason.
2022.01.24 17:51 transace143 feedback? first time writing something like this (tw for mentions of death/suicide)
“Darling, have I ever told you I love you?” he whispered to me as we lay tangled together, staring at the stars.
I let out a small chuckle and nudged my face into his shoulder.
“I believe so, once or twice.” I smiled.
“Good. Because I can’t have you forgetting.” He lightly kissed the top of my head and let out a sigh.
“Hmm?” I inquired.
“You-” he sighed. “You make everything worth it. You make me smile, and want to smile. You make me notice just how beautiful the stars are. When I fell in love with you, I fell in love with the world, too.”
“Aw, baby. You make me smile, too. And I’m glad I can make you smile.” My chest felt warm despite the cold air, and I felt… content. I felt okay.
He hugged me tightly and pressed up against my skin, not only our bodies intertwined but our souls, too. And in that moment, the perfect memory, the thoughts stopped.
All of the what-ifs and the paranoia, all of the fears, all of the hopes, the wishes, gone.
In that moment it was just he and I, us.
It was perfect.
Until it wasn’t.
I opened my eyes. I was laying not in a field with my lover, but alone in my bed, in my dark bedroom.
My eyes filled with tears as I remembered I would never get to hold him again. I wouldn’t get to hear his laugh, see his smile.
He was gone. Really, truly, gone.
And it might be selfish of me to say this, but a part of me hates him. He chose the easy way out, he got to leave. But he left me here, alone. With nobody. He left me.
Everything was getting better. I was breathing again. I could live. I was- I was okay. And he left.
He gave up on me, on us, on himself. He gave up on having hope.
The funny thing about suicide is everyone always says “Why would they do that?” “It’s just a permanent solution to a temporary problem.” But what people don’t realize is when you’re on the edge, the problem feels permanent. It just gets so… suffocating, that you can’t see a way out.
And I understand, I really do. I’ve been there. It’s ironic, really, because that’s how we met.
I was standing on the edge of a bridge, terrified, empty, and ready to jump. But he ran up, a total stranger, and wrapped his arms around me. Told me he wasn’t letting go, so if I jumped I took us both with me.
So I climbed back over the railing, and he brought me to the nearby bookstore and we sat and talked for hours.
We talked about life, about depression, about everything. And little did I know, that was only the first of many times he would hold me in his arms.
And last week was the last.
I thought he was getting better. He told me, he promised-
He promised he would stay alive for me. For us. For himself.
For our future.
But I guess the promise of our future wasn’t good enough for him.
I closed my eyes again and slowly drifted off to sleep.
“Kai, I need to tell you something.” My stomach dropped.
“Yeah of course, what’s up?” I asked, hoping I didn’t sound as nervous as I felt.
“I- I think- no, I know- I-” he ran a hand shakily through his hair. “I’m in love with you. I have been for months now. I’m in love with your heart, your body, your smile, your laugh, your everything. I’m in love with you. And you don’t have to love me back, you don’t have to pity date me, I just- I needed to tell you.”
My heart exploded and my chest filled up with warmth. It might have been my imagination, but I could’ve sworn the world looked a little bit brighter. I smiled so hard my face hurt.
I tackled him into a hug and held on so tightly I’m sure he couldn’t breathe.
“I love you, too.” is all I managed to get out before his lips found mine and they collided.
And in that moment, my heart soared.
I woke up to my phone ringing. I rolled over and silenced it.
It was my sister, again. She’d been calling every day since his funeral. I appreciated it, and I knew it was out of a place of love, but I just couldn’t talk to anyone about it.
I’m the one that found his dead body.
Those eyes that made me feel safe, that looked like home-
There was no life in them. No shine, no sparkle, nothing. They were dead and hollow, just like him.
I fell to the ground screaming. In hindsight, I don’t know why and it wasn’t like my yelling would bring him back. But I was desperate.
I was yelling his name over and over, screaming until my throat went raw, pounding my hands into his chest, begging some higher power to bring him back. I don’t know how long I was like this, it could’ve been minutes, it could’ve been hours, but my neighbors had heard my shrieks and called the police, who had to pry me off of his body.
I swallowed my tears and forced the memory out of my head. There was no point in crying now. I turned my phone off and fell back asleep, gladly letting unconsciousness take me.
I listened to his slow, even breaths, as he held me close.
“I love you dearly.” I whispered and closed my eyes.
I listened to his heartbeat and sighed contentedly. As I drifted off to sleep, I heard him whisper back. “I love you so. Always.”
I woke up screaming. Those were his last words to me. That was the last time I would sleep without nightmares, the last time I would feel okay.
He said always. Always doesn’t mean until you off yourself. Always means alive. It means alive. He promised. He promised me.
Shaking, I stood up and stumbled into the bathroom. I opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed the Benadryl.
If that was his idea of always, of his idea of a promise, this was my response.
I took a deep breath and began to swallow the pills. I was counting, but once I got past 12 I wasn’t bothered to count anymore. I had taken what remained of the bottle, not wanting to take any chances on living.
With tears in my eyes, I went and curled up into his favorite chair with his hoodie wrapped around me. Our cat, Alx, came up and meowed at me.
For a split second, I felt guilty for leaving her before I rationalized that she was old and would die soon anyway. My sister would take her.
She cuddled up with me and I cried into her fur as the meds began to kick in.
As my vision blurred and skin heated up, I whispered into our empty house.
“I love you dearly. Always. But always meant alive. I’m coming to love you always, now. Until then, my darling.”
My mind gave me one more dream as I faded away.
It was a perfect memory. He and I, dancing in a ballroom, listening to our favorite music.
It was a memory that never got to happen.
But it will, someday, in heaven. Surely, if there’s a god above that is so gracious I’ll get to see my love again.
This is what he meant when he said always.
Always, in another life.
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2022.01.24 17:51 Fit-Raccoon101 Couldn't help myself kept on buy until the last quote!!!
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2022.01.24 17:51 brainhijacked So wired am too paralysed to rack it up lol m UK 32. Hit me up so I can snap out lol
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2022.01.24 17:51 FourthAge [SHARE] Electric Wizard - L.S.D. (2021) [FLAC]
2022.01.24 17:51 NorthGainz Help finding studs…
Hello, I am buying a new build home by a developer. I am wanting to hang shelving in my garage. I am having difficulty locating the studs on one of my walls. Looking back through photos the builder sent me through the process I located this one. On one wall, under the drywall, they covered it with chipboard. I’m assuming this is why my stud finder is inconsistent with locating the studs behind it?
Does anyone have a suggestion for how to locate studs behind 1 layer of drywall and 1 layer of chip board?
Thank you so much in advance. wall in question
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2022.01.24 17:51 boxdbunny do i need to take my beardie to the vet for this?? for the past couple days she’s been excessively glass surfing and struggling to poop and i noticed her vent looking like this a few minutes ago & worried it’s something bad? i’ll post more info below
2022.01.24 17:51 Gardenia_Doll What’s your favorite poem? Which lines speak to you?
2022.01.24 17:51 random_ox Point per game seasons in the past ten years
Penguins: 28 (Crosby x10, Malkin x9, Guentzel x2, Kessel x2, Neal x2, Kunitz, Letang, Rust) - 2 cups
Tampa Bay: 12 (Stamkos x6, Kucherov x4, Point, St. Louis) - 2 cups
Edmonton: 11 (McDavid x6, Draisaitl x3, Hall x2)
Toronto: 11 (Matthews x4, Marner x3, Kessel x2, Tavares, Lupul)
Washington: 11 (Ovechkin x5, Backstrom x3, Kuznetsov, Carlson, Ribeiro) - 1 cup
Chicago: 10 (Kane x8, DeBrincat, Toews) - 2 cups
Boston: 9 (Marchand x5, Pastrnak x3, Bergeron)
Colorado: 9 (MacKinnon x4, Rantanen x3, Landeskog, Makar)
Dallas: 7 (Seguin x3, Benn x2, Hintz, Radulov)
Philadelphia: 6 (Giroux x5, Voracek)
Florida: 5 (Huberdeau x3, Barkov x2)
Ottawa: 5 (Stone x2, Duchene, Spezza, Karlsson)
Anahiem: 4 (Getzlaf x3, Perry)
Carolina: 4 (Aho x2, Semin, E. Staal)
Detroit: 4 (Datsyuk x2, Zetterberg x2)
NY Islanders: 4 (Tavares x3, Barzal)
Buffalo: 3 (Eichel x2, Vanek)
Calgary: 3 (Gaudreau x2, Monahan)
New Jersey: 3 (Hall x2, Kovalchuk)
NY Rangers: 3 (Panarin x2, Zibanejad)
Columbus: 2 (Panarin x2)
San Jose: 2 (Burns, Thornton)
Vegas: 2 (Stone, Pacioretty)
Los Angeles: 1 (Kopitar) - 2 cups
St. Louis: 1 (Perron) - 1 cup
Vancouver: 1 (Miller)
Winnipeg: 1 (Connor)
Arizona: 0 (closest was Whitney in 2011-12 with 0.94)
Minnesota: 0 (closest was Kaprizov in 2020-21 with 0.93)
Montreal: 0 (closest was Subban in 2012-13 with 0.90)
Nashville: 0 (closest was Forsberg in 2017-18 with 0.96)
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2022.01.24 17:51 MrBrewMan Maybe the guys can help me!?
2022.01.24 17:51 AltForDepression me
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2022.01.24 17:51 TheRealPdGaming I wonder how much of player dislike of fans is due to twitter. We can be harsh towards players in this subreddit, but twitter fans are a completely different breed
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2022.01.24 17:51 Bruegemeister Director of the State of Nevada Department of Business and Industry, Revenue Bonds (Brightline West Passenger Rail Project) Series 2020A, $150MM -- Moody's affirms Aaa/VMIG 1 on Director of the State of Nevada Department of Business and Industry Revenue Bonds (Brightline West Passenger Rail Proj.)
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2022.01.24 17:51 RusticNowOnReddit [NFT] opensea.io/collection/truepixelpeeps
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2022.01.24 17:51 Nickthebakuganfan OH THANK G O D
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2022.01.24 17:51 idioticathiest Is it normal to have cravings before AND during period?
I have cravings before and during my period. I've always seen cravings as a sign of PMS and moreso something that happens before your period, not as much during it. Is it normal to crave things when you're actually on your period?
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2022.01.24 17:51 luckiecharmlingerie How many ppl are in program evaluation??